image by Jomphong
I was going to come back here and list my woes, to have a good little sulk session about what's not going right and what has been making me grumble lately, but you know what? I dont want to anymore. After having a week of feeling sulky and grumpy I'm done with it. Done with letting other people bring me down, done with doubting myself and my actions, done with feeling sorry for myself! Grumble no more Lauren, I am OVER it!
Which leaves me a happy little place planning adventures and activities for my little family for the next week. I always do this, start planning the week before it begins. The things I think up aren't always logical or practical but I love the blank canvas that is a new week. There is nothing that we couldn't do. Load up on wood, nails and a hammer and build our very own cubby house? Sure thing! Go snorkling at the beach? Yup! Get in the car and drive, letting the Bear call out 'left' and 'right' at random and see where we end up! Let's do it! All these little activities don't always get done (I've been wanting to go hot air ballooning for a while now, not exactly practical with a 3 year old and 11 month old but hey, one day we will) but it leaves me with a nice feeling just planning them, knowing that in the next 7 days we can do anything.we.please. Pretty cool thought hey?
Another cool thought is one that my hubby had today. I have always loved making things, especially for the little ones - decorations for their rooms, jewellery, head bands, toys, dress up clothes, etc. You name it and I have probably made it. Or want to make it. There isn't one specific thing that I like best, if it involves a glue gun, great fabrics, googly eyes, glitter, a camera, a paint brush or anything of the like I'm bound to love it. Today hubby suggested that I make up a bunch of my 'stuff' and put them up on Ebay, or start an Etsy store, or a facebook store. I really liked that thought and think I'm going to do it! I'll probably just start with a little selection, make a couple of gorgeous headbands for little girls, some fabric butterflies to hang from the ceiling, paint some pictures in little hand painted frames, make string of bunting. Just to put something out there. I'm fully aware they may not sell, but hey, they might! Someone might see them, love them and want to make them a part of their child's bedroom or playroom. And how cool would that be? To have someone look at something I've made and say yes, I'd like that for my child!
So that's my little personal adventure for the week, start collecting materials and fabrics and what not. Woohoo!
In other news it's Dad's Day tomorrow. The Bear went to bed tonight whispering "one more sleep...one more sleep!" He has been counting down the sleeps since he chose his present for hubby - a new fishing tackle box and a little fishing rod for himself. Can you guess what we are doing tomorrow morning? :) I dont even like fishing but I will happily go down to the jetty with my boys and my Butterfly tomorrow morning and watch them. The Bear has never been fishing before and hubby hasn't been in so long, even though he loves it so much, so it should be a lovely morning. And provided we dont actually catch any fish I will be happy - teeheehee. Though I think we are going to make a sneaky stop at a fish shop before hand and purchase a couple of small, non-scary looking fish to hook on the end of Bear's line when he isn't looking to ensure he gets the buzz of catching something.
Have a great Dad's Day, whatever you are planning on doing!
Welcome to the ramblings of a 29 year old market loving, watermelon eating and silly song singing Wife, Postgrad student, Daughter, Friend, but most of all, Mumma to a three year old boy (the Bear) and a 13 month old girl (the Butterfly). Life is good!
Showing posts with label happy. Show all posts
Showing posts with label happy. Show all posts
Saturday, 3 September 2011
Friday, 17 June 2011
Then and Now
Image by Danilo Rizzuti
Today has been one of those lovely Mummy days that you read about in story books. Both little ones woke as happy as can be, the Bear opening his eyes and instantly chatting excitedly about the theme park we plan on visiting soon, and the Butterfly giggling to herself as we opened the door to her room.
The little ones happily rolled balls back and forward to each other (well in all fairness the Bear rolled the balls back and forward, the Butterfly scooped them up with delight and refused to let them go again), we had egg and spoon races around the front yard, we hung balloons from the ceiling and danced among them, bopping them with our heads and hands as we went, we curled up on blankets and read stories, we pulled funny faces and laughed until our sides hurt. It was just lovely.
These are the types of days that make me burst with happiness at where I am in life. And this is coming from someone who never, never EVER wanted children. I had my life planned - I would travel and experience life in as many different countries as possible. I would meet so many different types of people, glimpse life through their eyes. I would study, I would work, and I would end up with an academic career. I would be free.
I knew exactly what I didn't want as well. I didn't want to be tied down. I did not want children.
And then I met my hubby, and then I got clucky :)
But you know what? Somehow, somewhere along the lines, I've got the best of both worlds. I have traveled, both by myself and with my husband. And I am so looking forward to travelling with my children, to showing them all the hundreds of different ways life can be lived, of introducing them to the countries, the cities and the villages that make my heart sing. Through my children's eyes I see everything anew. I meet old friends for the first time as I watch my son shyly introduce himself then slowly relax as he recognizes the lovely people they are. And my dream of being free? I have never felt more free in my entire life than when I am holding the hand of the Bear and running, running with all of our might, along the beach. Or when I'm dancing with the Butterfly and she's laughing so much she throws her little head back and closes her eyes. These people, these tiny little people, have added more to my life than I ever knew possible.
I'm not saying every day is perfect. Some days leave me in tears, or wanting to soak in a hot bath for hours on end. But today? Today was bliss.
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